Cycle.

SUNDAY i was studying CEP at 1AM. then
I DIED!! ARGHH cannot concentrate. stupid cramps haunting my whole body, legs.
gave up and went to bed. wake up with ths cramps. FIGHT against it to study last bit of cep. fight against it to bathe and had a cup of hot milo and that was my meal for the day till nIGHT!

Chemical engineering principle is over BUT
IT WAS BLOODY DIFFICULT. i dunnoe where to start, where to end.

whats over is over.
i am just not over this.
argh! i feel so sick. STUPID CEP was really different from the questions we practice :(

My bad day dint just end there. :( feeling so shaggggged! drag myself down all the way to stadium for another disaster labelled day.

Pacing drill of 2.30 perlap was alright :) i got hit 2.28 2.28
I MUST PRACTICE JUMPING!!!! i feel so goddamn embarrassed.
if i was fair i could swear you could see my blush. i dunnoe why i cry.
because i feel so EMBARRASSED!! ARGH!:(:(:(

THEN we play games. no more motivation:(
last few to finish up the game.
bathe hsh.

even though i dint fast today, i haven eaten any shit since my cup of hot milo and i am not hungry. i feel so stupid. :( so lousy.

cursing myself is the last thing i wanna do.

 

UPSET:(
stop the clock
superhuman
i have just put a fullstop to
Quality Assurance and statistics.
The paper was.. hmmm... undescribe-able.

Tomorrow Engineering Mathematics
11 chapters. 2 which i dint even turn up for.
marti.

everytime i gear up,
i push myself.
given wrong priority.
Kinda upset and pissed off. :@

Wonder why do people like that exist.
exist just to add salt to wounds.
I am expressional emotional and sensitive.
so dun play with words.
as they are said to be most poisonous.

I can place my thumb for
Something absolutely undoubtedly true.
I am never gonna try this again.
because i know you never belong within me.

btw, i think you should really do a reflection on YOURSELF
before you give others rubbish piece of advices.
you people are made by god to add on misery to others,
to test the the goodness of others.

hohoho.

I am gonna come up strong
just you wait and see
beat you down to the ground
and stand up tall.

I AM NAZREEN
Those who matter dunt mind
those who mind dunt matter.
SO SCRAMP OFF.

 

Updates after 1 week:)

TNT paper was crap.
but whats done is done
scrape through please!!

miyane-nazreen-tim-fiona-eugene-irsyad

Headed down to Hilton to collect the cake.
Nasi Ayam penyet-ed to give our dear SHAHRIL a birthday surprise.
hahaha:)

Miyane had to leave earlier. Miah dint turn.
haha. kecik Irsyad came down.
talk talk laugh laugh eat eat play play.
Irsyad love to bully me :(:(
he say " untill now i haven find a good looking girl in purple" :(
haha!

PLAYED in toysrus. riddles and more riddles.
took photos in front of money changer.

this shows that
i skipped training.lols

I wokeup on saturday morning at 5 Am
to EAT.
selamat Ramadhan! :):)
First days are usually at my place. yea. Everybody came over. FEAST #1
Second day at aunts place Feast #2.

how to lose weight like this?

Monday
met that 3 at fc5. study while before they started on buying and selling friends in fb. lols.

Training,
1km; 4 47.
:( :( :( :( :(
kinda sad arh.
AFTER EXAMS!!

Cake bash alfred after training.
HOME SWEET HOME.
QAAS. EAT. sleep woke up at 2!!! ARGH.

okay. bye.
all the best :):):)

 

AN EXPENSIVE LESSON LEARNT
BE INDEPENDENT

EVERYBODY hates getting into trouble, being confronted and getting scolded.
Worst 1) for no reason 2) when innocense strikes!

I AM NOT SPARED!

damn pissed off.

i am aint a year 1 kid.
got my own life and my own princibles.
go getta life. you have no effing rights to talk about him when you should effingly start to grow up!

okay bye :)

 

-han started believing that I could be wrong..... says:
*....
*u really like to do this...
*erm...wad do i call this?
*technology-hopping?
*frm sms to msn
*den back to sms
*den msn again
*all within minutes
*-_-"

hahhahahahahaah

 

GUYS!!!

reen says:
*what do you guys
*LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
*what do guys like for birthdays
*DUn tell me
*girls
*LOSL
-han started believing that I could be wrong..... says:
*den i wun tell u

 

i got evil friends:(:(




*dun laugh la
*:(
*i tellyou leh
*:(
*you are not suppose to laugh at me
*:(
-han started believing that I could be wrong..... says:
*oh really
reen says:
*:(
*fine
-han started believing that I could be wrong..... says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
reen says:
*go ahead
*lols
-han started believing that I could be wrong..... says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
reen says:
*:(:(:(:(:(:(

he then copied that whole "haha" thing and paste about 6 times.

 

held my poisture.
be myself

i just gotta get next to you :)

 

I wanna stop this before accumulation starts,
"solely ignoring the fact that it is overflowing"

OVERly confidence, thinking that i can complete memoring just the last chapter before i really shut my eyes. i decided to

BLOG:)
thats why i am.

feeling kinda upset,
again
for no particular things

just
accumulation of many things
1) environmental studies.
2) me
3)myself
4)1

pretty much disappointed in my behavior nowadays. i am getting weaker and more prone to teasings and insults rather.
i wanted to stay strong, a different lifestyle from secondary school
should i say, am back to square 1?
hmmm.
i feel hurt and inferior but all i do is
smile and smile and smile and laugh along.

why? i dun wanna be a spoilsport.
is that what i really want?

i used to be an extrovert
i cant believe i am blaming myself.
Maybe i got to put in alittle more effort.
to stand up. stand tall. stand bright.

i just dun feel fortunate or lucky enough
for a fairytale in mylife.
for a happy start at least.

:( reflections

 

ARGHHHHH!!!!!
so cute!
arghh!!!



deep trouble!
:(:(:(:(:(:

 

A quick update before i sink myself into environmental studies again.

Wednesday
CEP'S online quiz.
sprinted back home because i forgot my shoes, like purposely?
LOL. babe accompanied me,:)

i wasnt intending to go training.
nevertheless. i would have regretted not going because. we just did timetrial.
i improved but still yet to clich my PB of 11mins 48sec. i did 12 min 40sec. :(.

Gems presentation was something that lifted me UP!
Seriously ILAH and I
#1 planned our skit the day before at 6.15 pm
#2 did not have any script
#3 did not rehearse
#4 were having butterflies.
however

#5 we pulled it off!!
our teacher even commented" i think mediacorp should come to sp to look for talent"
AHAHAH

aqilah and i were supposed to be quarreling, illustrating a bad marriage where listening skills wasnt used. it was supposed to be seriously serious

to our turnover,
the whole load of our gems classmates were laughing
" the first part of the skit was abit relax, but the second part was comedy" my friend commented.

WHATt? COMEDY? great.

i ended up tonning till 4.30 to finish up TNT report.
as usual cannot wake up for maths lesson.
late for QAAS.
but surprisingly, i got 24.5/30 for QAAS quiz.
trust me, it was easy and could have been better.

Reached home at 4. can you believe it? after EONS, i reach home before 7.

comedy skits werent spared on friday.
On my way to library (alone, to study envstb)i met PEIYI!
and we stood at the pathway and starting on our 20 minutes conversation. LOL!
then we saw alfred. he was also alone, going to library to study. LOL!!
peiyi: go study! if i never meet you, i will be at t11A studying alone.

LOLLS! we initially planned to go quiet zone. but with ELFred? forget it!, lol.
We ended up going facebook. talking and talking and talking. LOLLLL.

some secrets were spilled accidentaly.
haha.
lunched at FC3.
clubhoused.
badminton-ed with alfred. (TIRING )

training
400m. 1minute 45seconds.
first round 1 minute 37
second round 1 minute 50
DIE!

did alot of strengthening, the reason why now i cry everytime i stretch,
but was damn funny. hahah. and damn cute.
ayie was bullied by coach. LOLS.
hahaha.
HSH and i started myconcentration on environmental studies
untill i think that the walls of my room should be painted green, no idea what.
this is what they call RANDOM!!
beat me!!.

:):) bye peeps. all the best:)

 

*i asking my friend if got 50% off for NUM products. ;)
*
* +ErYu+ skiped training.. sorry!!!!!!!! has left the conversation.
*
AYIE "Transformer" FITNESS DROP:( says:
*see..eryu nt happy abt 50% off tats y she left the conversation:)


hahah. ya allah!!

 

"Nazreen!!! 7.30 already. What time does your school start?"
"Arggg!!! 8 ! tnt important mum!!!"

Zoom-ed down the stairs, bathed in lightning speed.
My mum packed my stuffs for me.
made my breakfast for me.
a cup of milo for me
filled up my waterbottle for me
tied up my hair for me!

woohoo! i love you mum:)

Met my babe( who was coincidentally late) sprinted down to LT5A.
Dr chia finished up on Iron and Cobalt.
Went to maths and did some tutorial.
Back to library cafe and Copied finish CEP notes
After Cep, discussed on practical materials and then Gems meeting at 5 plus.
Saw vivian at cafe.

SAdd notE: Lesson ended at 3 and at 615, i was still in school

At the platform, i noticed 3 familiar figures standing at the opposite platform
none other than alfred ayie and eryu. loll.

ilah and shah got off at Chinese garden too. I only took 5 minutes to walk home i reached home at 6.50!!! and FALLASLEEP!!! roar!!

so here i am after dinner at 10:)
DOING TNT!!! BYEBYEBEYBEYBE

i won no buddeh no buddeh but chu ! i won no buddeh no buddeh but chu ! says:
*haha!
*its ok
*are u busy?
*i hope u are
reen says:
*hahah
*why
i won no buddeh no buddeh but chu ! i won no buddeh no buddeh but chu ! says:
*i wanted to disturb u
reen says:
*:(
i won no buddeh no buddeh but chu ! i won no buddeh no buddeh but chu ! says:
*by singing out loud

 

+ErYu+ trusting my all to You says:
*same here busy sia
AYIE "Transformer" GRAND HYATT HOTEL says:
*same here busy sia
reen says:
*same here busy sia
mingxuan says:
*same here busy sia
dinah says:
*same here busy sia
| iRANDY! | says:
*same here busy sia



HAHAHAHAH!!! all of type the same quote after er yu! ayie la started it! LOL!

 

reen says:
*hahahah,.
FRANCIS - PERSERVERE untill you reach your goal !!! - Its no more you and me but its US !! says:
*telll laa !!!
*gal ...
reen says:
*haha
FRANCIS - PERSERVERE untill you reach your goal !!! - Its no more you and me but its US !! says:
*dun bully small boy


francis small boy? that means i grandmother? LOLS

 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
got 6-pacs. LOLLLL

track and field outing at sentosa cum national day celebration at marina barrage was awesomeness!
Played games and swam in the beach awhile. Dinnered at Banquet at vivocity. Splited because some headed home while only 9 of us headed to watch the fireworks.
johnson juihao stanley sathish peiyi din aisha dinah ME:)

My laugh-till-cramp&tear started in the train towards marina Bay. We started disturbing PEI YI in front of all the indians in the train. then we started the prawn and crab joke! Din and sathish! aiyor! Then we got off marina bay and took family photo for 3 generations. my mum (peiyi) somehow or what is a chinese whereas my dad(sathish) is a indian and their outcome is indian MUSLIM! LOLLL.

In the bus, It was worst. talk about vibration. din being spastic child. Alot la. Then. Like bangla, All of us sat on a mat and waited for the fireworks. interviewed dinah, haha psycho her to come long D. hahaha. Then got competition. but there were only 2 long Ds. lols. After the fireworks. stayed back and seriously Laugh like hell! LOLLLLLLLL.

nazreen: Shit man, i think i gonna cry later. laugh too much
Din: ya. its true.
Sathish: then next time control your laugh " Holds his pretentious laughter and pretend writing LOL in a piece of paper" Then show them that. that means you are laughing. People ask you why say because you dun want to cry later.

LOLL
then another theory. you should stand up and talk and laugh its easier because you get to bend down and laugh laugh. However if you are sitting down. Its difficult as you have to stand up for every joke and sit down and stand again. LOLS

Din : i want to ask you all a joke
that wasnt his only mistake
Din: i wanna tell you all a riddle

REALLY LAUGH till 6-pac. Homed with JH and johnson and dinah. the 2 guys got off at Tiong bahru. Ended up psychoing Dinah to join Long D.

hahah. It was definitely FUN!. HAHAH.

there ought to be a balance.
Why isit that.
i really dun get a chance.
hahha.
i dun understand.
i dun feel like trying

 

Its 080809
A month to htaik han's 20TH birthday!!
Old man!

 

team 1-6th

reave
jeremiah - leader
kyle
amron
yong cheng
yan ren
aloysius
yong yong
charmaine
amenda

team 2-19th

tashriq - leader
joel
alex
kia tuan
luqman
syafiq
sebastian
mi yane
sze yee
nazeen


i miss tri team :(
http://shuttlereen.blogspot.com/2008_08_01_archive.html

august 6th post.

hmmm.

 

Poly 50 was great. Team LULU made it to top 15.
Team zoom clinched the first prize:)
Team adistar the 5th prize

Celebrated luluvictoriajamiefarhan's birthday:)
Slacked while. Home sweet home.
Very exhausted.
Hamstring hurt like hell.

Skipped morning maths
i simply couldnt wake up.
Turned out to be damn early for QAAS.
i was alone in t231, waiting for the rest when dr ong walked in
" you dint go for morning lesson"
i laughed. lols.

Qaas is interesting:)

The last FOchem practical. SHARK MEAT.
Dr ong instructed us to cut a small piece of sharkmeat
i was like " its not halal"
okay fine.
Then when aqilah cut out a big piece
Dr ong: woah, so big
me:) : We all love shark.

Dr ong: i thought you say shark isnt halal.

LOLS. me and my itchy mouth.
Play around.
Went to Ilah house awhile.
started talking about
H.O.T.D.O.G

2letters: hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahah

Then during envstb lab on friday
Ilah was telling miyane about it.

ALL say i become more corrupted thanks to
ALFRED & CO.
actually, dun have "& CO" only alfred.
hahaha.

we all run around the lab.

miyane: wow!! nazreen improve already, i like!
thanks arh miyane. haha.

i called them over for some pipetting session
ilah: stand one arm away from the corrupted girl.

We stayed in school for Recording of our voice session.
Trained to shah's house for Lunch.
his mum rocks,just like mine ;)

Was late for training. just to find out, er yu and victoria, were late at the same time.
Just did stretches. woah shiok arh! stretches again and again.

coach say i bend very low. :(

Homesweethome:)
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