reen is upset with the truth says: fuck tard feeling!!
This is the first time i am using this word while talking to htaik han!! first time!! imagine how shit this feeling can be !!
LOVE MEANS.FAMILY& FRIENDS.{12:18 AM}
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Monday, October 19, 2009
Should i just privatise my blog permanently so that i could blog everything, more openly and without editing?
Or. should i open it up?
let this be temporary for a While.
Sunday was the second and Last day for IVP! And i was there cheering and screaming for all the runners! Congratulations SP TRACK AND FIELD! DIanne made it into the finals for 200m. she is my idol! Amanda got 6th for 3k! :D Hazwarie and Illiyas 4th and 5th for 5K!! Leo got 3rd for 800m, raviin got 4th SP 4times 4oo guys 3rd:D girls 7th:D
Congratulations everybody<3 Dinner with TNF-ers at some coffeeshop. Had a pretty hilarious and fun day with them. Laughed till i got cramps! Welcome back SATHISH AND ZHISHENG!! hahahaha
Today First day was school!! Was uber fun! Met Aqilah at Chinese garden and the next familiar face i saw at dover was Alfred! hahaha. Walk to FC5 to buy plasters! Called Zhisheng to ask for the classroom. Oh 8amlesson was cancelled! LOLLL! like a fool we were! but we werent the only one. We met Miyane and Fiona at FC5! WOOHOO!! miss them! Then met aziya at Lakeside Mrt. Bought food for the last minute party at ilah's house
Today is the first of sp track and field training! Played orientation games:Amazing race. pair pair. Awww Poor hazwarie has to pair with me! scary sia. jus run like nobody's business man! hahah all the checkpoints, Amanda and bengkiong Tied with Alfred and Jaiyuan!! 27 points!! hahah Hazwarie!! we got 28 points!! Damn tiring! KO MAN!! but it was damn funny and super hilarious. Hazwarie like keep making me laugh throughout. LOLs!
Tuesday! Afternoon practical was cancelled, so lesson ended at 1! Then MAFAN was walking towards FC3, i was also sharing about the amazing race. Then just nice, Hazwarie walked pass!! HAHAHA. super coincidental! I met alfred after his lesson! Forever making me laugh!! Went to Stadium with them! Since coach wanted to run, I took the time for them. lols. then though might as well train together with them, but quite paiseh.
Wednesday... hmmm.(First day) All my lessons were cancelled, But there was a makeup practical at 3 to 6. Training played alot of games. skipping(32), javelin(1), shot put(1), jumping(3), knee throwing(3), Formula 1(57seconds) Endurance Run(12) FUNNNN!!! Talk to my adek on the phone got 1 hour and 35 minutes! hahah
Thursday<3 Morning lessons cancelled again. Make up practical brifing ended at 5.20. fortunately Victoria was late too:D headed to training. Pacing 4km. was quite fast. I remember I was quite worried about the interval training. because My pacing was quite fast. While Hazwarie and Amanda's group were Interval-ling. Vict and i were praying, hopefully, there wun be interval for us!. Then anand overheard our prayers. LOL. he wanted to sabotage us to coach. lols. Okay. But to no Avail, We had to do interval. The first few laps, till the 4th? was still walking around. then i ask coach "Coach, got how many more?" Coach" 0 times " (0 Means infinity) (Mouth and eyes open wide wide)*. i was mentally reminding myself " i am not here for nothing!, come on nazreen you can do it!" 5th... 6th... Drop to ground already. 7Th lap.. coach" Stand by.. 3....2.....1.." "Argg!! Come one nazreen and Victoria!" I remember saying out loud I really thought i wun make it under the timing! but guess what! we did okay!!:D That dint stop there! then coach told me "last one" Last one!! 1.50! still under timing!. quite contented!! I still remember, The previous time we did this, My second lap was out of timing! wahahaha While everybody gather, coach ask to rate the training " Very good, good, not bad, bad" Then i was so happy, i was the only one who raised for the very good!" hahah SO BHB! Who cares about what others think man!!. haha Victoria and I did it!! <3 Then they made me lead the cool down! LOL. i dunnoe the sequence and i kept laughing because they kept imitating me! hahhahah. Mingle around with the Short Ds. Even they laugh at me!! LOLLLSS!! .
Best part, I Met Aqilah after training, guess my excitement dint had to wait long before i tell her! Then i tell her the best news " ilah, you know for our practical, I you and miyane and michelle in same group!!"" then we got excited and jump on the spot!! hahah.
I LOVE MAFAN and SP TRACK AND FIELD
LOVE MEANS.FAMILY& FRIENDS.{10:46 PM}
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Should i just privatise my blog permanently so that i could blog everything, more openly and without editing?
Or. should i open it up?
let this be temporary for a While.
Sunday was the second and Last day for IVP! And i was there cheering and screaming for all the runners! Congratulations SP TRACK AND FIELD! DIanne made it into the finals for 200m. she is my idol! Amanda got 6th for 3k! :D Hazwarie and Illiyas 4th and 5th for 5K!! Leo got 3rd for 800m, raviin got 4th SP 4times 440 guys 3rd:D girls 7th:D
Congratulations everybody
LOVE MEANS.FAMILY& FRIENDS.{10:46 PM}
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
shariff says:
U NEV TRUST GUYS N ME THAST WHY' Reen loves 13octobero9 says: haha its not that shariff says: U R SCARED U WILL BE HURT u dont wnan try
HAHAHA!!!! even some effer knows why!!
LOVE MEANS.FAMILY& FRIENDS.{10:38 PM}
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Hello Everybody, it Tuesday. The last Holiday Tuesday.
Sunday, I met 8 of them. after their IVP! so excited. They were looking for foodcourts to eat dinner;super hungry after swimming! so cute right? Brought them to a prata shop. Since i already had my dinner, was uber full too, Dint get anything for myself. While everybody was eating, I was just, as usual, making a lot of noise.
Uncle: Why all of them eat, why you never eat? Nazreen: I already had my dinner. haha. Uncle: Nvm, i give you free prata. egg or plain...... What drink you want? After much insisting. i ate half of a egg prata and a can of coke!. Thanks alot uncle:D
PS: this is my first time there too!
Walk back to Chinese garden with them! They are so cute. as usual got bullied by alfred and BK! hahahaha. But they are super hilarious. All of them were pretty Shagggggggg..
CONGRATULATIONS AMANDA GOT 8TH for 1500M HAZWARIE GOT 2ND FOR STEEPLE RAVIIN GOT 3RD LEO GOT 5TH FOR 1500
The rest very well too!!! :D:D ALL the best for this sunday!!!! I WANNA COME ARH!!!!
Monday I BOUGHT NEW BOYFRIENDS!!! so happy~.~ Training after that. PACING and INTERVAL! :D
Was sitting at FC5, noodle-ing and Waiting for victoria's friend, I saw Aqilah!!! Ever since that.. dint meet her for 1 week plus!! We kind of got ourselves embarrassed infront of soccer guys oh hell yeah. ahmad was there.
Tuesday IS LOVE<3 I wore my brown dress to go SHOPPING with Aqilah<3 I got myself Jeans, Shoes from Vans(LOVING IT)!! Tops from adidas and uniqlo. A chain a pair of shoelaces and We ate at Pastamania! But cannot finish. lols. waste money :x
Aqilah: Same pair of jeans as me:) 2 Shoes from Rubi. 2 tops from Hula&co. coudroy from Uniql0.
both of us were quite tired. Headed home as early as 8.30. Thahir wanted to come down to Orchard. Sorry boy, we left first. hahahah. next time:D
LOVE MEANS.FAMILY& FRIENDS.{1:24 PM}
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Friday, October 09, 2009
Wearing the mask isnt a easy solution.
I was Facing the computer screen typing out this shit. Suddenly my dad called me. I had to wipe my tears before i turned around to face him.
I really feel deep shit inside. Just trying to go and enjoy myself is the worst thing to do because everywhere i go, anything i do reminds me of how my papa will take care of us. hold us. sayang us. advise us. support us. he was the PILLAR for my family hows is my family gonna stand now? Ya allah. i know everything happens for a reason. but why adding salt to my aunts wound.
I remember you oraginsed all our
end of year holiday trips
chalets & picnic during chinese new year.
BBQs.
Surprised Birthday Celebrations
family happiness all because of you papa. But one thing i promise to take care of thahir and mummy. I will give them all i have. because you gave us much more then what we could return in this life time.
Abu papa, i still cant accept the fact that you are not here any more with us. I still think you will comeback. i still hope/wish that this is all a dream.
i cant concentrate on anything else for the past few days. they said i am strong. not at all papa, you are not here. like i said i am wearing mask
Training is the only time i get occupied. I am so happy to announce that i am improving but that is TRUCKLOADS more to improve. !
I really Thank the guys for organising the Pulau Ubin Cycling trip. Itwas pure awesomeness and happening and happiness. Guess i really did something damn stupid :( for everybody to laugh at. oh. its happening all the time. Sometimes i wish i wasnt the clown. Sometimes it hurts. but i laugh along. besides i tell myself. they dun mean it.hopefully. I feel extremely happy with them because they never fail to make laugh. Like how Blss badminton Guys did.
BTW. to whoever you are. Stop talking to me about her Do i look like i care. i dunt. i barely know her and you tell me about her. So what. I got a life much more happening than hers. :D. I think she is plain Boring. Modern Minah! LOLLLLL.
Training Played alot of games. because of IVP on Sunday. All the best Everybody!! I will be screaming from inside and crying on the outside.At my cousins house. but so am i gonna beg my dad to go while come back before prayers. see how man.
After training, i remembered i reach my Chinese Garden at 8.55. i got myself BANANA milkshake and made my way to the park and sat down till 10. 40. till my mum called. I listened to songs. talked to wind. stoned.
I just thought how i manage to get pass 18 years of mylife without a relationship. and now i am dying for companionship It sucks. This feeling I just realise i just need someone to talk to. Someone to laugh with me. talk to me. share with me. Someone who really understands me. Someone who accepts me for me.
I really wanna change for the better. i wanna be more responsible for my own actions and stop being clumbsy. and a clown
:) Love you all LONG DS!
LOVE MEANS.FAMILY& FRIENDS.{11:30 PM}
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Wednesday, October 07, 2009
When will my mum stop making me cry :( i miss my papa!! he is the best.!! Everytime my mum and dad talk about him i cry :(
they say i am strong only i know i am not strong at all.
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